An encounter with "the 'c' word"

I am quite ambivalent about how to handle my experience with breast cancer.

  • First, I have generally been a private person and it seems like being as public as having a webpage about it is entirely too egocentric and tons of other things that I hate.
  • Second, I know that I am not the same person that I would have been if I hadn't had that experience; and I think I'm a better person for having had the experience.
  • Third, I hope that in some way I might help someone else who's having a run-in with the c-word, so, here it goes.

Perhaps I'm willing to share because the thing I had (past-tense) was a ductal carcinoma in situ (dcis). This is, according to my understanding,

a cancer that hasn't gotten out of the milk duct yet. Which means it's not malignant -- no chance. There's a very good drawing of it (at least there was in early 2000) on the Susan G. Komen website, www.breastcancerinfo.com. So, at this point, I have no greater risk of recurrence than any other woman in the state of Vermont.

After the lumpectomy, from which the dcis diagnosis was determined, I had 6+1/2 weeks of radiation therapy at the Radiation Oncology Department

of Fletcher Allen Health Care in Burlington, VT. .

I feel lucky that I have the BEST health care practitioners in the world --

  • Dr. Tim Bicknell and Deb Hallien O'Hara, CAP from Little City Family Practice in Vergennes.
  • Dr. Carl Petri, based at Porter Hospital in Middlebury, was my surgeon
  • Dr. H. James Wallace, III (from Fletcher Allen's Radiation Oncology dept) is very thorough, patient, and attentive.

It is also important that I thank a special woman on the Middlebury College campus who gave a speech at a public speaking workshop in 1998 or so. She's had a couple of bouts of breast cancer (which Dr. Susan Love suggests one might regard as a chronic disease). Her speech about the importance of getting a mammogram if you're over 40 was the main reason I got a mammogram. She saved my life!

This page last updated June 26, 2003.

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